Why?

This post is entitled "Why?" Today I had a cheap affair with a person from work. Not the one that I really have a crush on but a girl that was willing to have just sex. I realize as a man I should be like HELL FUCKING YA! But part of me says " You should have waited a little longer." I think about the first time I had sex and the times inbetween and this time. They have not been realtionships but just, no strings attached, sex. I like it for the most part; espacially when they come back for more and more. But I geuss I am just looking for that person that is more then a good lay. But inorder for me to do that I geuss i need to get out and meet people. Hmmm? easier said then done.

I Want To Go Somewhere Fun.

I have been looking into vactions. I can fly to Paris for just under 1,000 dollars a person, or Italy for the same amount, or San Diego. I really want to go somewhere for spring break. If anyone is semi-interested in going somewhere, fun and different, let me know. I might even think about New York. Let me know.

Toga, Toga, Toga!

Well I was talking about haveing a Toga party, since last night at least. I ran it through the Mother, surpriseingly enough she said " Well, there is no way I am going to miss a Toga party." "You're turning 21 next year so on July 15, 2006 we will have a Toga party." All of my friends are invited plus a guest. One or two catches. 1) EVERY ONE MUST WEAR A TOGA. ( A sheet tied into a not over the shoulder. Need better example Willma flintstone's outfit. 2) You drink you sleep here. I will be mailing out invites sometime in March or June. It's going to be raither small. My friends plus twenty or thirty people so fourty or so people. Please let me know if the three people that seem to read this, will be showing up?

To Whom It My Concern.

What is worse, feeling feelings towards somone who is so far out of your league that you could only imagine being with them. Or have such strong feelings for a person that if they felt that way about you, as well, that niether of you can act on these feelings? Well, this is my predicament and I think I am just going to stay friends with this person and never let my feelings show. For the simple fact that I don't want any wierdness between us.

Furthermore, I want a new screen name and have no ideas on what to change it to. So, if any of you have any ideas let me know. Bye.