Why?

This post is entitled "Why?" Today I had a cheap affair with a person from work. Not the one that I really have a crush on but a girl that was willing to have just sex. I realize as a man I should be like HELL FUCKING YA! But part of me says " You should have waited a little longer." I think about the first time I had sex and the times inbetween and this time. They have not been realtionships but just, no strings attached, sex. I like it for the most part; espacially when they come back for more and more. But I geuss I am just looking for that person that is more then a good lay. But inorder for me to do that I geuss i need to get out and meet people. Hmmm? easier said then done.