I have so much to say and no time to say. Well I have the time, but I fear I can't put all the feelings and emotions together just by a few words. I fit so many catagories that it is rather confusing. I am happy, sad, verage of crying, but smiling all the time, depperessed, but repressing, docile, but not. I have never felt so many emotions at once before. This will be my last post for a while..................................