I have been going through a bit of a needing a change. I have deiceded that I am going to change my name, I no longer feel like Ryan Palmer Ruiz de Castilla. I don't look the part, nor do I feel the part, plus that name is so damn ethnic. My new name will be Ryan Zachary Palmer. I will change it no later than Novemeber of this year. I feel this will be good. I will be able to find myself (hopefully) I have been lost for to long. If I can't find Ryan Ruiz de Castilla, maybe I can find Ryan Zachary Palmer. All I know is that I want to grow up and leave this one horse town and this shit of a State. I hear Nome Alaska is nice this time of year.


I ask you this Who am I?
Where do I belong?
What am I to do in this life??