Battling my demons are harder then I had antipated. I seem to get one problem under control and I realize I have issues with another. This seems to be a sprialing out of control condition. I really don't know what to do. If I drink it's to much. If I eat it's to much. If I start smoking it's to much and costly. I can't spend money ( I don't have any). If you have any ideas give me a call or message.