I Have A Bad Case of the I Wants!

Lately, I have noticed that I am wanting more and more items. It is not because I do without, but because I have not been able to go shopping for these said items. When I go out shopping I can not afford to spend my money lavishly. I am lucky to put gas in my truck every week or so. I have made large accomplishments as of late, I have paid my credit card down. My accounts still are low, but with this changing economy I might have a savings account once again.

Throughout my time of unemployment (at my own doing), I have learned to proatize my money. The most important items get paid first, so on and so forth. Does this mean that I have grown up?? Or I am just wanting to be able to say that hey, I am unemploied but yet I still have an ok credit rating??? I think I am growing up. Last year I would have bought the items on my so called "I want list," and said that I will figure a way to pay for my stuff, later. I have learned that when you don't have any money you can not spend it. That can be troublesome for us college kids. To me it seems that every time I turn around I have to pay for something at school. In order to pay for this I have to borrow money hmmm, how do I pay them back?? That is why I love this contry, the Gov't will, usually, reinbures you. I for one like that. But it will not pay my parents, Grandmother, cousin, or my Visa. So that is where I am now, figuring out a budget that I don't have so I can start to pay these people back. Totallying the amount up I am in the whole about 3000 dollars. I have figured my budget, but inorder for it to work out, I need to have some form of income. I am too young to file bankruptcy, and I don't have any kids, so I can't get welfare. I have to get off my butt and get a job..... I have applied to about thrity different places and that was last night and the day before. So yes I am activly looking for employment, and the only standard I have is the refusel to flip burggers, at burger king.

I applogize if it seems asif I am bitching and repeating myself, also I am sorry for the length of this update. I will talk to all of whom who care later this evening online, while I update my reusme.... Goodbye for now....