Tuesday, February 01, 2005

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Normally when one of my friends are faced with a lost I can either relate, or be very sympathetic, just not this time. I want to say that this person isn't getting a lot of my sympathy because, the man who died was 83 years old. That was a long life. I don't think that there is anything wrong with me but I feel bad because I don't feel worse. Does that make any sense, to you all? To be a good friend, I am going to go to the funeral home, give my condolences and stay a little bit of time. Should I feel worse, then what I do? This is freaking me out man.....
This hole thing has gotten to me, and now I ask what do you believe is the after life like, if there is one.
According to the Butist (sp) you re-live your life until you get it perfect, then you are reincanatied into another living creature. Then some are believers have a Heaven. I would like to think that if there is an afterlife, and it is filled with people from your family, and past freinds. I do not like the idea that when you die you just stay in a darkness, and you see only what is around you. If this is true I think I would like to be creamatied and have my ashes spread throughout the water, europe and some left with my famil, so that I can see over them forever. So if I were to die tommorow will you see to it that I am creamted and that my ashes are sperad in the oceans, just the oceans. With my luck, my ashes would be swept up into a dustpan and dumped in a trashcan. Viewing a dumpsite for the rest of time, is not on my prioity list. Is it anyones dream to see that forever?

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