My Dream.

Let me tell you this is really weird. I was at my moms and there was a funeral ( I don't know who died it was a closed casket). I was walking around without a shirt on and some shorts (I must have worked out I looked good with out the shirt on). During the day people kept coming in and pay their respects and what not, but during this time I was locked in a room (my choice). In this room there was this fine ass blond and we ended up having crazy sex. Towards the end of the dream I was leaving the room. As I left my mom said "Don't you think you should say good bye?" So I sat on the floor talking to the casket and started to cry (woke up crying). What does this mean??

Glory.

I think I am going to be very happy. I have met some one very special I feel that we're going to be good friends or more. I hope more. I spent three hours on the phone with them. It feels good that some one and I might be happy together.

Change everything and everyone is changing. I can feel it within myself. I don't know if it is the lack of stimulation or cabin fever, but I need to change something and everything fast.

Starting with this. My first mental health day is Saturday of this week. I would like to go out and hang with my friends. If I still have some.

I know I have been putting a distance between us and now comes the time to change that. Let's do it let's hang out more. I know I call people, but do you??