I saw two bumper sticker today and laughed so hard. I don't like putting them on my car, but if I found these ones I would. One said "God is to big to fit into on relgion." and the other said "If only closed minded people came with closed mouths." I know we all have our own takes and belieafs, but I am sick of other people pusching them on me. I know what I am. I am a man who likes to have fun. It doesn't matter with who as long as I get along with them. I writ this, because today I recived a phone call and it was this person that said if you don't have god your soul is going to pay for ever. I know god is there god is in me, you and every one. Jesus is the one that will pass final judgement. I like to believe that as long as I don't hurt people and be totally cruel I will go into a state of Ecasty. If I don't then I will relive my life over and over until I get it right. I will be totally fine with that. We all learn from our mistakes. I didn't intend to write this much, but I had a creative moment.

I should inform you that I am kind of seeing some one. I am not going to introduce this person for a while. First off they are in the Marines and secondly we are still just getting to know one-another. I don't know how much we still need to know about eachother. We have had sex a couple of times. I am actually happy.

I am still leaving the theater, but not till the first of the year. If CMU accepts me I will just make the comute.

Well, I got a new laptop. I feel kinda bad cuz my old one was a gift and not that cheap. On the other hand it was starting to get out dated, slow way down, and a lot of other stuff. I have been really good this year in paying bills. I am almost paid off. By the first of the year the majority of my cards will be taken care off. I am going to put 500 dollars down on my master card. I am only doing that cuz they are really starting to bug me. I plan on keeping my Visa, Oldnavy and maybe my Best Buy card (if they don't piss me off like they did last time.) My game plan is to save up all my spendable income in Janurary (so I can have a savings acount again) and then starting in Feb pay 450 a month on my car. If I do that it will be paid for in July of 07 instead of 08.

P.s I am just waiting on CMU to tell me if I have gotten in or not. I applied earlier in the week and now am waiting for them. I think I am going to get student loans that will cover my bills through the school year that way I dont have to work and have class. Maybe I can sweet talk my mom in giveing me 30 bucks a week.

Well for all those who care I did it. I applied to CMU. Now, all I want to do is vomit and vomit some more. I really hope they accept me. If they don't I dunno what else to do. Guess I will work at GKC till the day I die. shit!!!!!!

Side note. I DID NOT CHECK OUT PAM. IF YOU TALK TO HER AND SHE SAYS ANYTHING IT'S A LIE. ASK RACHEL.

THANK YOU FINACE GOD. If my math is right I get three paychecks in Novemeber. In all reality I get six, well five cuz i get paid the 1st of dec. This will give the sum of 510 dollars to pay on bills. That's a big dent in my debt. It will then only take my about six weeks to finish paying off my cards. I am not going to worry about my Penny's card. I need a new computer for the fall. I am applying to CMU here goes it all. This brings me to my next question. Should I get a laptop or desktop?

If, somebody ask me want I wanted most this year it wold be hard to say in one quick sentence. I want a lot. Two of the most important things I want right now are these 1) to have more free time. 2) not have to work two jobs just to make ends meet. I know and admit that I spent the money faster then it was coming in, but I was young and foolish about the world of credit cards. I have since learned my lesson and will not do that again. (Side note here. This might be a long post.)

I have unoffically changed my major. To make it offical I will have to go to the office here to do it. I am going into conciling ( not sure if I posted about it yet or not.) I will be attendedin Delta fro winter and spring then I plan on moving up to MTP in July. I am appling for CMU in Janurary. Here's hoping.

I have to change my life. I am not letting the right things control it. I have decided to cut WAY BACK. I have said I am against certain things. I am now chanigng my mind. I am changing my view. Pot is still okay. I can relate to Coke, but don't let your lifes be ruled by them. I am not saying I do them, but I am voicing my new opinion. Thoughs are the only ones that are some what okay. I can and do see how people let them control there lives. I have decied to complete all homework on friday's. With the acception of the 28th when all my homework will be done on that thursday.

I was almost hit by Pam on Wedensday. She was not looking when she went to change lines. If I would have been anyother person I would not have stopped or laid on my horn. That marks the second time on a pay day where I was almost hit by some one I know. Two weeks before that I was almost re-ended by an employee on Bayroad. Hmmm.

Well, that is my life story at this point let me know you opinons on what I said. And as always lots of love to those closet to me. I feel they will help me out of this issue in my life.