Last Night...

I had a lot of fun siting at a total dive bar and hanging out with my friends and getting drunk and drunker. it just felt right I've been so happy the last few days. I don't know what's changing I'm just happy that it is. I am actually so close to the finish line that I can see the win. I can't wait till Next year I start getting paper work ready for student teaching and off to England I go. I would like to work there a year post student teaching. Then I will roll the dice and go from there who knows I just might end up in France, Russia, Italy, Sweden, South America, only gods knows I think he knows; can he see the future it really hasn't been written yet and when you figure in free-will that makes up a large part of everything right. Here's to letting go and moving on and never ever looking back.

I am so fucking sick of people!

I have no reason to bitch i just feel like being one. I kinda wish I could turn time back and re-do a couple of things, but ya'know shit happens for a reason. I just wish people would just stop wasting my time. Would I be wrong for deleting Kraig from my "myspace?" I truly of no use or need for him. Hmm this I shall pounder for a while, before doing so. Yes, if I delete him I will have him off of my cell phone bill.

Downloading!

Things I needed to do.
1) get a new job (got two)
2)Pass the term (so far so good.)
3) Piss on the people who did me wrong. (in my own little way)
4) Find happiness (well I am kinda happier)

I hate it when the Repbulicans are running shit.

I went from 16,500 to 7,500 in 12 months. I have more going out then in. I have robbed Petter to pay Paul so damn much that Paul can't see straight. I know and understand I have made this bed and now I have to sleep in it. But at what point does it get better. if the hours i have at Meijer would just go up by two shifts I'd be okay. I would be more than just floating. On the go side I might be enter upon something that should have meaning and I am doing pretty damn well this term. I am just worried that I won't be able to afford to continue my CMU degree. Who knows I just might get a job and flourish in MT.P.


There I updated.