I am so ready for a change it's not funny. I don't get it; every time I turn around something seems to hit me in the face. I am getting really tired off all of it. I hope to have a new job(again) in septemeber. I have decided to try life at Birchrun Cinemas. The pay would be more of what I could use. Retail doesn't pay shit and I need more more money. I am use to being pretty broke, but as most people know I usually have enough money to buy some clothes or lunch. I don't even have that right now. I am so tired of this shit. I don't know what to do. I feel alone and totally dependent. That's a drastic change for me I am use to feeling totally surrounded and independent. If any one has any idea what I should do let me know.