sup?


I give up... I need to change something in my life. I think I need to get my own place. I don't wanna move back home, my friends all have roommates, and I can't afford much a month. I don't know what to do. My ups and lows seem to be more rapid then ever before. I wonder if it's not time to seek medication? I use to enjoy the ups and downs, but this is really bad. I was fine this morning (little sick, vomited couple of times, but that's it.) just for some reason the last few mins, I've been spiraling downward. I know these swings are taking a toll on my relationship, I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm drowning and someone gave me an anchor instead of a life jacket. I don't know what to do. I'm a little scared I'm not sure what to do. Maybe if I throw myself into a project I will just preoccupy myself till it goes away. Or it will backfire like never before...