I don't get it.


I feel physically fine; just emotionally I feel like shit. I don't know if it's the old me poking it's way through again. Or a lack of direction in my life. For the first time in my life I don't know what I want. I can't stand this. I always know what I want. I don't know what I want right now. Most people want love, romance, and all that. I don't I couldn't tell you what I want. I want to be happy. I don't know what to do to feel happy. The usual things don't do it. I geuss if I move to MTP I will begin to get happy for once.