WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??? I thought I was unhappy... I don't think that's the case, cuz now I am miserable. I don't feel like I belong any were. I don't find happiness any where. What am I going to do? I think I messed up. I think CMU was a mistake. I need to finish school. That is if I don't flunk out first. I need to pull all C's this term. With the amount of work and the fact that they gave me a five day a week schdule is pointless. I can't shake this feeling like I'm going to make a lot more mistakes, before the year is up. I just don't wanna do anything stupid.